"i dont wanna go back to the good ole days, i was there, and they werent that good"

this is a direct quote from a beautiful elder that ive been getting to hang out with a good bit lately....this sweet man has literally shared volumes of knowledge with me over the last few days, but for some reason, this particular statement made its way to the very front of my very odd thought process today.....ever wonder why at times we make things better in our memories than they actually were?.......i mean we always remember the turkey being better than it actually was on christmas of '79 or was it '83??, maybe that trophy bass grows a lil every time grandpa tells the story......why is this??? i believe that somewhere in the back of our minds we're all trying to create the perfect past.....news flash!!!, no one has a perfect past!!! if we did, what would be the point of glorious concepts like grace and mercy?.....its so easy for us to forget that grace is not an event or a one time thing, but rather a daily process from which we never escape, and wouldnt want to if we could.........i guess the point im trying to make is that TODAY is the good ole days.....never have there been greater opportunities for those who desire to be in Gods presence than in this generation......there are over six thousand promises in the word of God but tomorrow isnt one of them......so take advantage of grace today and live the best days of your life........let EVERYTHING that has breath praise the lord..that means everybody not just us perfect people ; )

Ephesians 4:7-but unto every one of us is given grace.....

winding down from a sunday night service is something that always takes me a while....there's just something about being in the presence of God that makes my mind race...so while sitting in the apartment above the gym at an awesome church in the west, i began to think about the things that truly influence my life...... now i'd really love to tell you that i've met a lot of famous people or maybe had some near death experience, but to be honest its the little things that affect me most......for instance, tonight i've been thinking of my friends...... man have i been blessed with some great friends......these friends probably influence me more than anything else on planet earth, ive got this one friend in particular whose walk with God is so amazing..... its one the most inspiring things i've ever pondered......his spiritual life is so great because no matter what comes he just keeps on...through the years, as i've attempted monumental acts of stupidity, this guy has never even considered not being Godly, and hes always there to remind me what a christian is..... now this may seem boring, but without people like this some of us would never succeed.....i think that sometimes we get so caught up in watching the bright stars, that we forget that they burn out the fastest....should we shun those among us who are a little louder?? no, but we should realize that those quiet creative, beautiful, solid, amazing, indescribable people, who simply LIVE FOR GOD EVERYDAY are the ones who we can count on when inspiration is running low.....tonight as i talk to my good friend about where life is taking him and try to encourage him that great things are coming, what he doesnt realize is that all the while, it is HE who is inspiring me.........

psalm 37:7-rest in the lord and wait patiently for him.......

after months of having a blog ive finally decided to post something. not that anyone is reading it, i think there have been like 5 views.....so im in carlsbad nm and playing in snow for the first time, simply amazing......its funny how the snow can be such a beautiful thing that first morning, gradually melt the whole day, then the next day be really slick ice.....the reason for this is that there is not a constant temperature...duh!!!....our walk with GOD is kinda the same way, unless we develop a constant relationship with him one day we'll be beautiful and fun then the next day a dangerous icy mess........so pray, fast, read, love, work, be creative...do whatever, but do for him........